Someday I’ll Find the Sun by John-David Richardson

Issue 125

I am a product of poverty. The atmosphere of my upbringing prepared me for a world where economic and social worth is defined by class. My parents separated when my sister and I were young, and my mom raised us along with her numerous abusive male partners in a trailer on the outskirts of town. These men would come and go, each one exhibiting more violent and destructive behavior than the one before.

Our family fought to make ends meet, but their efforts constantly fell short due to drug and alcohol addiction, domestic violence, and a lack of education. I watched my mom struggle with trying to find and hold a job without having a formal education beyond grade school, bouncing disability check to disability check all to realize that she would have to choose between paying the overdue electricity bill and keeping food on the table. Being surrounded by such a traumatic environment at an early age dramatically shaped my worldview, and I came to understand family as a collision of love and hate.

Someday I’ll Find the Sun functions as a poetic reflection of my personal experiences growing up in the cycle of poverty. I seek to understand my family’s troubled history by building relationships with people that mirror members of my family, finding people that are simultaneously callous and tender. Using photography, I hope to generate a conversation about the class divide that consumes our country, and the people affected by a system constructed to serve those in power

John-David Richardson lives and works in Cincinnati, Ohio.
To view more of John-David’s work, please visit his website.

Man of Steel

Man of Steel

 
Wound

Wound

 
To Carry the Weight

To Carry the Weight

 
Heirloom

Heirloom

 
When Morning Woke the House

When Morning Woke the House

 
Eyes as Clear as Water

Eyes as Clear as Water

 
Comforter

Comforter

 
Half Grown Man

Half Grown Man

 
Shelter

Shelter

 
Love to Fly

Love to Fly

 
All that Remains

All that Remains

 
Kitchen Table

Kitchen Table

 
Sins of My Father

Sins of My Father

 
Runt

Runt

 
First Born Son

First Born Son

 
Fence

Fence

 
Remember Me

Remember Me

 
A Moment to Breathe

A Moment to Breathe

 
Someday I’ll Find the Sun

Someday I’ll Find the Sun

 
Overgrowth

Overgrowth