What Was Lost at Fort Sill by Keith Yahrling

Issue 127

...Something was lost, but it wasn’t ours, and if not here, we’d only have lost it somewhere else. The young always do. That is why we remember the young who die too soon to lose

anything but their lives.
They will always believe the world is simple, and they only die once...

W.D. Ehrhart. “Finding My Old Battalion Command Post.” Beautiful Wreckage, New & Selected Poems

Along the Wichita Mountains in Southwest Oklahoma is Fort Sill, a sprawling Army base that was first settled in 1869 during the American Indian Wars. A hundred years later, in 1969, my father, still a teenager, was stationed here for field artillery training before deploying to Vietnam.

Nearly 50 years later, young soldiers train at Fort Sill in much the same way they did when my father was there. Looking at the cyclical actions of current soldiers, What Was Lost At Fort Sill uses their experiences to reimagine my father’s time on base. In an effort to find what my father lost so many years ago, I have put myself along side soldiers who are learning the very same techniques, on the same weapons, and in the same landscape my father witnessed.

For my father and the men and women training there now, Fort Sill is only the entry point into a world of loss. Eventually, they will accumulate a loss of youth, of time, of innocence, of freedom, of individuality, and for some, the ultimate loss.

Keith Yahrling lives and works in Philadelphia, PA.
To view more of Keith’s work, please visit his website.

Fire from Artillery, Signal Mountain, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

Fire from Artillery, Signal Mountain, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

 
Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Troops Marching, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Troops Marching, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Along Medicine Creek, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

Along Medicine Creek, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

 
Private, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Private, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Medicine Creek, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

Medicine Creek, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

 
Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Heritage & Education Center, Carlisle, Pennsylvania

Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Heritage & Education Center, Carlisle, Pennsylvania

 
Basic Combat Training Graduation, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

Basic Combat Training Graduation, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

 
Ice Bath, Advanced Individual Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

Ice Bath, Advanced Individual Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

 
Push-ups, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Push-ups, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2018

 
Pocket Knife, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Pocket Knife, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Heritage & Education Center, Carlisle, Pennsylvania

Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Heritage & Education Center, Carlisle, Pennsylvania

 
Grenade Training, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Grenade Training, Basic Combat Training, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Huey Helicopter, Medical Training Complex, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

Huey Helicopter, Medical Training Complex, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

 
Personnel Carrier, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

Personnel Carrier, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2017

 
Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Field Artillery Museum, Fort Sill, Oklahoma

Archival Photograph, U.S. Army Field Artillery Museum, Fort Sill, Oklahoma

 
Artillery, Signal Mountain, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016

Artillery, Signal Mountain, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, 2016